Light of Some Kind

I wish I didnt have this nervous laugh

I wish I didnt say half the stuff I say

I wish I could just learn to cover my tracks

I guess Im not concerned about getting away

cause every time I try to hold my tongue

It slips like a fish from a line

They say if you want to play

You should learn how to play dumb

I guess I cant bring myself to waste your time

cause we both know what Ive been doing

Ive been intentionally bad at lying

Youre the only boy I ever let see through me

And I hope you beleive me when I say Im trying

And I hope I never improve my game

Yeah Id rather have these things weighing on my mind

And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame

There must be a light of some kind

There must be a light of some kind

I must have blown a fuse or something

Cause it was so dark in my mind

She came up to me with the sweetest face

And she was holding a light of some kind

And I still think of you as my boyfriend

I dont think this is the end of the world

But I think maybe you should follow my example

And go meet yourself a really nice girl

cause we both know. . .

In the end the world comes down to just a few people

But for you it comes down to one

But no one ever asked me if I thought I could be

Everything to someone

Theres a crowd of people harboured in every person

There are so many roles that we play

And youve decided to love me for eternity

Im still deciding who I want to be today

Cause we both know. . .