Up and Gone

Staring at the white above
Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead
Or is it in my head?Where'd I go wrong?Staring at the white above
One day I closed my eyes and here I am
A cold, unhappy manI've come to realize the life I have I hate
The pulse I need is slowly fading
Until I've lost it allI've been waiting for an inspiration
For a chance I never got to take
Before it's much too lateWhere'd I go wrong?Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far awayAnd all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far awayIt feels as if the boy in me
Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter
Impostor of myselfI must find the one that used to be
Approach him slow, don't be afraid to say
"Can he come out and play?"Where'd I go wrong?Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far awayAnd all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far awayStaring at the sky above
I've found a chance, I'm finally going to take
I've learned from my mistakesWhere'd I go wrong?Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far awayWhere'd I go wrong?And all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far awayWhere'd I go wrong?