Pulling Back The Skin

No, I don't want you back but I don't want you with him
No, I don't love you still I hate him so, thoughGuess, I'm off the hook if you're not my victim
Must be somethin' else that's in my skin
I hate it, this doesn't feel like gettin' well
This doesn't feel like anythin' goodI'm pulling back the skin here, I'm takin' out the pins here
I'm findin' that you're still in here, I'm pulling back the skin
Yeah, yeah, begin pulling back the skinI would like to see you only if to see you cry
I would like to kiss you only to kiss you goodbye
At best I've bad intentions, and at worst I'd rather die
Than see you with another guyI'm pulling back the skin here, I'm takin' out the pins here
I'm findin' that you're still in here, pulling back the skin
Yeah, yeah, pulling back the skin here, takin' out the pins here
I'm findin' that you're still in here, I'm pulling back the skin
And I'm pulling back the skinI appear to have come undone
But I broke you first, yeah, I broke you worse
And I appear to be the jealous one
But I broke you first, am I broken worse?
And I remember everything, oh yeahI have this dream where I'm bleedin'
We're in your car, I start to panic
Waves are crashin' overhead
The stars are shinin', you left me for deadDown by the shore
I told you that I did not love you anymore
There's tears in your eyes
How I've tried to let you go
The words I said were lies, I did not knowGet in the car and drive
See if what's mine is mine
See if the dead can rise
I'm washed away