Trapped Underneath The Stairs

I'm drowning and sedated 
  Patiently Awaiting 
  For my mind to really come down 
  I'm afraid of being hated 
  Cuz I'm so Jaded 
  Not like everybody somehow 
  Trapped underneath the stairs 
  Dealing with the fears 
  Constantly it's silent and loud 
  I am who I am 
  There's nothing I can do 
  I try to hide it 
  and it keeps breaking through 
  I feel the world so different 
  than any one of you 
  Remember who you are 
  There's nothing you can do 
  I'm constantly debating 
  Why I'm always playing 
  Walking around with my head down 
  I don't want to be like anyone 
  What the fuck could I have done? 
  To deserve this terror somehow 
  Trapped underneath the stairs 
  Dealing with the fears 
  Constantly it's silent and loud 
  I am who I am 
  There's nothing I can do 
  I try to hide it 
  and it keeps breaking through 
  I feel the world so different 
  than any one of you 
  Remember who you are 
  There's nothing I can do 
  I'm not like 'em 
  Can't hide what I am 
  Like it or not 
  I push it down 
  it comes back again 
  The Medicine stopped working long ago 
  I am my problem 
  Inside has nowhere to go [X5] 
  Nowhere to fuckin' go! 
  I am who I am 
  There's nothing I can do 
  I try to hide it 
  and it keeps breaking through 
  I feel the world so different 
  than any one of you 
  Remember who you are 
  There's nothing I can do 
  You're always stuck with you [X2]