Talk To Myself

I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to
I talk to myself when there is no one to talk toEver wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night
Will I ever make it through the day?It's so hard to believe that I'm still living, I'm alive
My clock is still ticking, guessing that God is still with me
'Cuz I could have been gone so many times before
Murda Mo is chasing me I'm barely escaping it
My instincts is tellin' me that I might not live long in my lifeMy life is a jungle I really don't love it it's really to crumble
I fight with these devils on daily basis and I try to stay humble
Try not to fall, but what if I slip, trip
Try to stay calm, but what if I flip, kill 'em allLast night I had a long talk with myself
Drama had a nigga wondering, wondering how close am I to hell
Then I had to pray can't let them brake me, aww nah
But it's everyday they could've make me soft
But so fried, so high is my mistake
Don't worry when I'm in the clouds well that's how I stayEver wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night
Will I ever make it through the day?
Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are
Will you ever make it through the day?Caught up in my complications nowhere to go
It's mandatory that I face them, even though I don't want to
They say karma can murda ya, murda ya
All this drama just got me nervous
'Cuz I know I've popped shots that don't stop, they don't stop
Soon as I lose it they know I get stupid ain't nowhere to youStop, stop, look, look, listen where heard them
I'm hearin' they put to get me, can't let 'em get me
I won't stop dumpin' until my clique is empty
When this one finish I'm buckin' 'til I put my other clip in
Then get up spittin' back at y'all
That's 'cuz the can't get with this at all
The war is really rawEver wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night
Will I ever make it through the day?
Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are
Will you ever make it through the day?Last night I had a long talk with myself
And I told myself I can't depend on one, no one elseCrazy this thing done made me crazy, hate to say it
I done went crazy, this thing done made me crazy, hate to say it
I done went crazy, walkin' in the rain
Disaster calls my name
Callin' my name feelin' so much pain
Wanna get away but ya can't, can't run, runEver wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night
Will I ever make it through the day?
Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are
Will you ever make it through the day?I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to
I talk to myself when there is no one to talk toLast night I had a long talk with myself
Will I ever make it through the day?Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night
Will I ever make it through the day?
Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are