All For Nothing

All for nothing.
Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in.
Fuck no!
Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of hope,
my impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead.
For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your confusion.
I anticipated that when I came back you'd finally be mine.
But every time, you disappointed me with distant silence.
I saw someone for whom I would have kept my pledge.
La montagne russe que je suis n'est que le fruit de ton indécision.
L'homme qui tenait? renaître est mort née.
De ses cendres, la calamité jaillira pour te tourmenter.
Je t'ai abandonné.
All for nothing.
Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in.
Fuck no!
Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of hope,
my impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead.
For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your confusion.