Deathbox

I'm in a state of despair
Nothing seems to fit my mind
And although I can't be there
I still know that there's a place for someone just like meWill I ever wake up?
Wake up to see the box I'm in
Will I ever stand up?I'm standing on the edge of inability
And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces, forces me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that are growing in my mindOh, I know that I have
Done this once or twice before
The names are still a blur
I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edgeI know, I'm not insane
Though my head hurts on the inside
The images disturb me
I know, I'm not insane, I'm not what they call meThey're no good, still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon meThe blood just paints my world
They're no good, still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They're forcing my actions upon my deathboxAnd though I'm trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces forces me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that are growing in my mindNow will I ever wake up?
Wake up to see the box I'm in
Will I ever stand up?I'm standing on the edge of inability
Now is this a failure
My project kill is right awake
I'm all burned out from pressureMy thoughts have brought me to my knees
Awake in pain
They're no good still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon meThe blood just paints my world
They're no good still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox